News from my nurse/and other things....

.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not.I have to be careful, apparently someone are way too obsessed with 'my' life. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. And if there is something in what I write that "offends" you, options; don't read, or realize that this IS real life, and get out of your plastic bubble and learn more about it! God bless you!......

 

Good morning to everyone! In hopes that everyone is doing alright and not in much/any pains today!

I suppose I'll start out with the visit from my nurse yesterday. She did the usual vitals. Firstly; my blood pressure was a bit low. But, it does that sometimes. Thats what makes me dizzy at times. She listened to my heart like always and found that my heart wasn't beating properly! She kept listening to make sure what she heard the first time wasn't just a fluke. No, it wasn't. I have that ireglular heart beat once again! Bummer. She told me that it isn't a very good sign. I already know this because of the heart attacks that I've already had. She called my doctor and let him know (the doctor that I don't like) and as she seen, he's not going to do anything! So, she called my neurologist to talk with him and to request that I have a hospital bed!!! :::Sigh::: I had one before. She even specified one with railings! I told her of this place called G.I.V.E. and thats where she gave him the fax number to fax the script to. I'm suppose to get more rest! Good Grief! That almost means that I'll be in bed most of the time! I told her about the fall last Friday. She looked me over and found some bruises. I had no idea they were even there. It upset her that I'm still falling.....me too! She told me that was a good idea that I got those new canes to use. She said that yes, they are better for balance. So....the visit with my nurse was very important. I like her, she's really good and doesn't leave a stone unturned.

I haven't had a chance to really talk to my husband this week. I tried telling him about my case managers visit and I did my best to let him know about the nurses visit. At least I got through about the bed that needs to be picked up today.
My son can run hot or cold with me. I don't understand why he is this way with me. Yes....he does understand what I have and what I'm going through....it's not that at all. Ask my daughter! He does it to her too! I had asked him if he could help me and pick up the bed for me. He has a truck. No. He tells me that "he" doesn't "think" that I need all of this stuff! Yes...his words! And they hurt. It's not up to him what I have or not! Yes, I've told him this. He can go and help all of his freinds first and then if he has enough time, "then" he'll help me or my husband if he needs it! So....needless to say, thats why it needs to be picked up today....my husband told me that he will only work half a day and come home and go and get it for me. We can't offord this! But what else can be done because no they don't do deliveries. My daughter and grandson were here yesterday. My daughter's appointment went well! More ultra sound pictures! :o) She has heart burn all the time. She just happened to be on the phone and holding her stomach. My son told her that, "If you get off the phone....you'll feel better!" Ummm, how?! As if talking on the phone is what causes heart burn! Geesh! :::uuuggghhh:::

So...I can't be on the computer for very long. I left out a few things about my heart. I just want to keep it to myself right now.
I have 106 journals to get to and I'll do my best to get to them all. I love all of you and I really hate that sometimes I can't get to them. Bare with me. :o)
I also have a few things that I would love to talk to with a few of my journal friends. Just some help on a few things. :o)
I will just write them. Believe me....I appreciate all of your support that all of you have given me! What a family I have in J-Land! :o) I have put the problems of my heart in Gods hands! I know He will do what ever needs to be done!
I'm going to leave it at that for now. :o) Please....laugh...smile....and hug someone today! :o) It's the best medicine there is! :o) God bless all of you!

 

 

Tags: Heart problems, Love, My life.