.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not.I have to be careful, apparently someone are way too obsessed with 'my' life. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. And if there is something in what I write that "offends" you, options; don't read, or realize that this IS real life, and get out of your plastic bubble and learn more about it! God bless you!......
I decided not to go to my appointment. I just don't have the energy to even get to my car! So I called and rescheduled it for next week.
Why do people hurt you on purpose? Not by accident. If thats what you've set out to do to me, I'm letting you know, yes, it worked! I hope you feel better now by doing this.
My best friend came over for alittle while! No matter what, she can always cheer me up! :o) She couldn't stay too long because her mother is in bad shape. She has been in my prayers.
I've been doing a lot of thinking about this journal and the whole J-Land thing. Lately, it seems that I get hurt more so then happy from it! To me, J-Land is like being in school again. It has it's own type of clicks! "Oh, lets send emails out to others about this person, behind their back!" Just how mature is that?
To be completly honest....I'm just about done with all of this crap! Who here in J-Land like it when you write something that made you happy and to have someone just burst your bubble are worse, say and do bad things to you! Is that right? Are you allowed to judge me? Not to me!
And all I've ever wanted to do is to usethis journal like an actual journal because I can not write! When I do write, it's the truth, and it's getting what ever off my chest! This is My journal and stop with the stupid childish little clicks that talk behind others back!!!
I can, and I will write what ever I want to in this! If you don't like it, then email me and stop reading it! Leave everyone else out of it please! Does any of this make sense? Read the disclaimer I put at the top of my entry's! Ok? If you think about it, it doesn't give you or anyone the right to judge, put down, say things that aren't true! Does it? NO!
I know that I'm not going to go private. And the person that I'm talking about is blocked from this journal!
I'm so tired of all of this baby playing games! Doesn't anyone realize that I have fibromyalgia and Multiple Sclerosis and Osteoporosis, plus more; and then still come here to hurt me! Ok, what does that do to my body?
(when all baby games stop)