More video's/and other stuff.....

.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not.I have to be careful, apparently someone are way too obsessed with 'my' life. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. And if there is something in what I write that "offends" you, options; don't read, or realize that this IS real life, and get out of your plastic bubble and learn more about it! God bless you!......

 

Good afternoon! I hope that everyone is doing/feeling great today!

On the flip side.....I again was up until 4:30! :::sigh::: I could have really used a pain killer! Nothing I tried worked. I even took a shower! I was online just for a few minutes. I only watched one tape! I'm going to do more today! :o)
The video's that I have up....wasn't too much longer after that is when all hell broke lose on my body! It's always fun to me to watch the old video's. My house was cleaner!!! LOL Plus...I so miss that house! There were 4 rooms downstairs that wasn't on the video's! Huge house! :o) That the house that I talk about, the one I really miss! The curtains I have hanging up, the blues and beige ones....I sewn them by hand on the floor, because at that time you had to special order that size of curtains! So...I just bought material and did it myself! ;o) Way cheaper! We had also redone the kitchen carpet and the kitchen and the hallway that lead up the stairs. We did a lot of remodeling. That Kitchen was huge! I could fit 3 large kitchen tables in it! because there were that many in the video!

I don't know what I'll watch today...but I will do the samething. :o)
Like I've said before....I don't regret anything in my life that I've done! I wouldn't be the person I am today! :o) I love life! And when I could use my legs...I used them to play! And boy did I play! LOL My kids and I had so much fun together! But.....know what? We still do! :o) I don't need to have the use of my legs to still have fun! You just learn to grieve your losses, and then move on in your life! It's that simple! Because I'm still that same person, but with a different body now!

Of course I have good and bad days, but you just have to take the good with the bad....like in any of life's situation!

It has gotten cold here the last few days. We turned the heat on for the first time yeaterday! I know that everyone else in this house is freezing....but man....I'm so hot! I keep changing into something for summer and I'm still sweating! I closed my bedroom doors and opened my window up a bit. I have to have it cool! I know...I've been told that it's like a meat locker in my room! LOL Buy hey....I feel better that way! :o) Meat locker it is then for me! lol

Good Greif! Geesh! The heat just kicked on and I'm really sweating now! I'm just going to spend a lot of time in my bedroom, that should help. :o)

Thank you all for stopping by and welcome to my new readers! uuuggghhhh.....! I really need to go before I melt! LOL

 

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