.....Just to let you know, nothing in this journal's entry is toward anyone in specific, I use it to write my feelings, and about my illnesess, and in hopes it might help someone else as I do.I do not pretend nor imatate to be someone I'm not.I have to be careful, apparently someone are way too obsessed with 'my' life. And if you might take an entry wrong and feel that it is about you, I'm sorry but It isn't, it just may seem to coincide with your own life. And if there is something in what I write that "offends" you, options; don't read, or realize that this IS real life, and get out of your plastic bubble and learn more about it! God bless you!......

 

Good afternoon.....in hopes that this finds you all well and not in much pains!

I'm so sorry about my journal entry's earlier. Firstly; I am very upset over the loss of Penny. I have prayed so hard this morning for Corey and her family and friends. Secondly; Please take this how I mean it....I can't remember what it's called but, when I either wake up and find something thats 'not the same for me,' for some reason, I freak out. It has something to do with the fibromyalgia is what I was told. So, I was kind of batteling the two at once. I feel that I have to make a regular entry, or I won't be doing 'the same as I normally do.' I know, it's weird. But it's my life and what I go through.
Also....the reason that I have the disclaimer up everytime "I" write, is because of a few people. Yes, my sister being one of them and the other is the one I rant about. My husband had me do this. He wrote it and I've had to add a few things. It's called, "Saving my butt!" If I do talk about someone, yes, I will let them know!

My day was pretty slow yesterday. My home health aide came. I really like her. She is always busy doing something! I like that. She actually cleans for me, nothing like the other aides.
I made my diner, the ones that are delivered....they come frozen and all I have to do is put them in the microwave. There was a football game on last night with the Bengals. My husband and son were in the living room doing a lot of yelling! lol The Benglas are not doing good at all this year.
I was in my bedroom watching Dancing With the Stars. I really like that show. That is the thing I miss the most; dancing! I love to dance. It's so hard for me to listen to music and not dance. I tap my foot! :o) I really think they have some good stars on it this year. I love to watch 'The Cheeta' girl and the 'race car driver.' They are my two favorites.
My case manager called my this morning. I told her that I fell on Friday. I guess I'm suppose to call her to let her know. Now I know. She also told me that there is a doctor in Dayton that actually makes house calls! Wow! She is coming tomorrow for a visit to see how things are going.
My daughter and grandson are here....so I'm going to get off of here....they will deffinitly cheer me up!

Thank you all for your support....and God bless all of you!

 

Tags: Grieving, Family, Love